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<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0><script> (function(i,s,o,g,r,a,m){i['GoogleAnalyticsObject']=r;i[r]=i[r]||function(){ (i[r].q=i[r].q||[]).push(arguments)},i[r].l=1*new Date();a=s.createElement(o), m=s.getElementsByTagName(o)[0];a.async=1;a.src=g;m.parentNode.insertBefore(a,m) })(window,document,'script','//www.google-analytics.com/analytics.js','ga'); ga('create', 'UA-47423994-1', 'fortunecity.ws'); ga('send', 'pageview'); </script> <center> <br> <div> <script language="javascript" type="text/javascript" src="http://ad.broadcaststation.net/ads/show_ad.php?width=728&height=90"></script> </div> </center> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" height=100 BGCOLOR="#111111" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <div> <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" ><B>The Dudes</B></FONT><B> </B><B> </B><B> </B><B> | </B><FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#0033CC" FACE="Times New Roman" ><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="The Dudes"><U><B>home</B></U></A></FONT></div> <div> <A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="The Dudes"><U>The Dudes</U></A> | <A HREF="id259.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="About the Dudes"><U>About the Dudes</U></A> | <A HREF="id225.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="All the Dudes"><U>All the Dudes</U></A> | <A HREF="id199.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Dudes moods"><U>Dudes moods</U></A> | <A HREF="id21.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Pictures"><U>Pictures</U></A> | <A HREF="id226.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Virtual notebook"><U>Virtual notebook</U></A> | <A HREF="id24.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Latest News"><U>Latest News</U></A> | <B>Poetry and Artsie Stuff</B> | <A HREF="id201.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="BAND!"><U>BAND!</U></A> | <A HREF="id256.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Drugs kill!"><U>Drugs kill!</U></A> | <A HREF="id284.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Dude of the Week"><U>Dude of the Week</U></A></div> <div> </div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" height=380 BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <div> <B>Poetry and Artsie Stuff</B></div> <div> <FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#FF0000" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B>This page is for poetry, lyrics,short stories, quotes, whatever. </B></FONT><B>Send me(angelicstarlite@cs.com) or give me at school anything </B><B>you</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#FF0000" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B> </B></FONT><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#FFFF33" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B>want me to post and I'll post it. If you are a Dude that's sending </B></FONT><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B>me a lot of stuff, I'll give you your own page. You can request I </B></FONT><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B>don't put your name too, if you wish. Oh, self expression artwork, </B></FONT><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#9900FF" FACE="Brush Script MT" ><B>collages, ect is also welcomed,Enjoy ! :o)</B></FONT></div> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*</div> <div> <FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF0000" FACE="Qurve" >P</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" >o</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF33" FACE="Qurve" >e</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Qurve" >t</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" >r</FONT>y</div> <div> <B><U>killed myself for you</U></B></div> <div> Blood drips down my arm</div> <div> I've done it again</div> <div> I told you I'd cause myself no harm</div> <div> But i'm bleeding because of my own hand</div> <bR> <div> I can't appologize enough</div> <div> Can you ever forgive me?</div> <div> I can't deal with all this stuff</div> <div> It's obvious to see</div> <bR> <div> Don't you cry</div> <div> No, not because of me</div> <div> I would rather die</div> <div> Just to set you free</div> <bR> <div> I'm so very sorry</div> <div> That I cut myself today</div> <div> I can't stand it really</div> <div> My pain won't go away</div> <bR> <div> I know my pain hurts you too</div> <div> For that, I am sad</div> <div> But your pain hurts me too!</div> <div> If you'd see that, I'd be glad</div> <bR> <div> Do you even know</div> <div> What you mean to me?</div> <div> Your happiness makes me glow</div> <div> Your sadness cuts me deep</div> <bR> <div> It's not you that cuts me deep</div> <div> In fact, it's just me</div> <div> I just want to endlessly sleep</div> <div> I'm just crazy can't you see?</div> <bR> <div> I cut myself when i'm in a fit</div> <div> I know you do it too</div> <div> I'm scared that in just a bit</div> <div> I will have lost you</div> <bR> <div> If you were to go away</div> <div> I'm pretty sure for now</div> <div> I couldn't stand the pain</div> <div> I know I'd scream out loud</div> <bR> <div> Death would soon be coming</div> <div> It's not that far from me</div> <div> I could keep on running</div> <div> But useless it would be</div> <bR> <div> I will keep on falling</div> <div> Farther, farther yet</div> <div> But would you hear me calling?</div> <div> Or would you turn your head?</div> <bR> <div> If you'd walk away from me</div> <div> I don't know what I'd do</div> <div> Maybe you'd look back and see</div> <div> I can't live without you</div> <bR> <div> I called your name the other day</div> <div> Maybe you just didn't hear</div> <div> But you didn't look back and didn't say</div> <div> Come talk now, over here</div> <bR> <div> You're hurting me, oh can't you see</div> <div> What's happening to my soul</div> <div> You're doing this unknowingly</div> <div> Without you I'm not whole</div> <bR> <div> I've hurt myself once more</div> <div> And I know you'll be in pain</div> <div> When you see me on the floor</div> <div> You may think I've gone insane</div> <bR> <div> I guess it's just silly</div> <div> This pain I've put us through</div> <div> But my skin is turning chilly</div> <div> I've killed myself for you</div> <div> ~Ace and Ashley~</div> <div> (go us, we're poets!)</div> <bR> <div> <B><U>I Hate the Way I Hated Myself</U></B></div> <div> I hate the way I hate myself</div> <div> Sometimes I hate the way you care</div> <div> It makes me feel so guilty</div> <div> When I'm not always there</div> <bR> <div> I know you love and care for me</div> <div> You know I do you too</div> <div> It hurts to see you suffer</div> <div> Each tear, it blurs my view</div> <bR> <div> My self esteem has faded,</div> <div> Please understand, I know you tried.</div> <div> You were always there for me</div> <div> While others they denied</div> <bR> <div> My eyelids, they are heavy</div> <div> But I don’t feel like sleep</div> <div> I try to think of happy things </div> <div> But frightening thoughts they creep</div> <bR> <div> I'm crying now,</div> <div> realized what I have done</div> <div> What I thought might finally end,</div> <div> has only just begun</div> <bR> <div> Please help me I'm so scared right now</div> <div> Cant I take back what I have done?</div> <div> I want to live another day</div> <div> To see the shining sun</div> <bR> <div> To see your caring smile</div> <div> To know that I am loved</div> <div> I’m sorry I was so stubborn</div> <div> And didn't see the truth</div> <bR> <div> The care I thought I hated</div> <div> The love, I thought it through.</div> <div> I only just remembered</div> <div> It’s more than only true.</div> <bR> <div> Please take my hand and hold it,</div> <div> together we’ll pull through.</div> <div> Please stop my awful suffering,</div> <div> I want to stay with you!</div> <div> </div> <div> My best friends, more like sisters,</div> <div> Thanks for all you do!</div> <div> I’m slowly recovering,</div> <div> all because of you</div> <bR> <div> To laugh and talk</div> <div> and of course share.</div> <div> I hate the way I hated myself</div> <div> But I’m for sure, I love the way you care!</div> <div> ~Bekah~</div> <bR> <div> <B><U>I Love You So Much</U></B></div> <div> I love you so much</div> <div> No one in the world could try to make me love anyone else</div> <div> I love you so much no one could change my mind</div> <bR> <div> Come hold me</div> <div> Hold me close</div> <div> And never let me go</div> <bR> <div> I love you so dearly </div> <div> You could never guess</div> <div> I love you Chris</div> <div> More than life itself </div> <bR> <div> I want to tell you</div> <div> But how will you react</div> <div> I don't want to scare you</div> <div> I don't want you gone</div> <div> I don't want to be hurt</div> <bR> <div> I keep my love for you to myself</div> <div> And only myself</div> <div> And I hope </div> <div> You love me as much as I love you</div> <div> ~Megan~</div> <bR> <div> <B><U>Untitled</U></B></div> <div> I want to say something</div> <div> to make you love me,</div> <div> but I don't know how,</div> <div> to make you see</div> <bR> <div> See what, you ask?</div> <div> how much I care</div> <div> I can't put it into words</div> <div> and to try, I wouldn't dare</div> <bR> <div> The silence is deathening,</div> <div> but my words sting,</div> <div> I try to say how I feel,</div> <div> but I don't know what that'll bring</div> <bR> <div> people think it's easy,</div> <div> just be yourself, they say,</div> <div> well how do I be myself,</div> <div> when without you my world's grey</div> <bR> <div> My tongue is tied,</div> <div> I love you's just to plain,</div> <div> It doesn't express how I feel,</div> <div> the silence is here again</div> <bR> <div> Am I making you mad?</div> <div> I want to tell you how I feel,</div> <div> before you I was dull,</div> <div> after you I won't be able to heal</div> <bR> <div> If you leave me now,</div> <div> all I will feel is pain,</div> <div> for the things I couldn't say,</div> <div> for your love I couldn't gain</div> <bR> <div> But how do I say I love you,</div> <div> when love is not what I feel?</div> <div> for you, much more than love,</div> <div> I want to know it's real</div> <bR> <div> I'm sorry for the evil words,</div> <div> even more for the things unsaid,</div> <div> I'm speechless when I'm with you,</div> <div> when the words come out I turn red</div> <bR> <div> Yet again I can't tell you,</div> <div> that I feel more than love,</div> <div> another night disappointed,</div> <div> like a lonely dove</div> <div> ~katie~</div> <bR> <div> <B>Sh</B><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" ><B>or</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF00" FACE="Qurve" ><B>t S</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Qurve" ><B>to</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>ri</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#9900FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>es</B></FONT></div> <div> (nothing yet)</div> <div> <B>Q</B><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" ><B>u</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF00" FACE="Qurve" ><B>o</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#33CC00" FACE="Qurve" ><B>t</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>e</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#9966FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>s</B></FONT></div> <div> <A HREF="id255.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="What the Hell?"><U><B>Click here for screwed up things you'll most likely not understand</B></U></A></div> <div> "Basically the only time anyone realizes how much you mean to them is after you've died"</div> <div> "Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself and know that everything in this life has a purpose." </div> <div> "I have often regretted my speech, never my silence."</div> <div> "I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do you want, adorable pancreas?"</div> <div> "A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic."</div> <div> "Never knock on Death's door: Ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!"</div> <div> "If I could drop dead right now, I'd be the happiest man alive."</div> <div> "Curiosity killed the cat, but for a while I was a suspect."</div> <div> "Analyzing humor is like dissecting a frog. Few people are interested and the frog dies of it."</div> <div> "Happiness is like peeing on yourself; everyone can see it but only you can feel its true warmth"</div> <div> -me:"my hair's on fire!"</div> <div> -Jenna:"Really?"</div> <div> -me:"no"</div> <div> "to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world"</div> <div> "if you can't eat it, sleep with it"</div> <div> "We do everything together:eat together, smile together, we even sleep together sometimes" *looks around* "that didn't come out right"</div> <div> "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"</div> <div> "When you write poetry, anything, you leave some of yourself behind in its words. It's like being naked: scary, but if you touch someone, blissfull" </div> <div> "Mr. Key signature says that was wrong"</div> <div> "The world's greatest gift was wrapped in a manger"</div> <div> Me:"what are you smoking?"</div> <div> My sister:"I'm not smoking, I have a sucker!"</div> <div> bean:"You're kinda popping out there hun..."</div> <div> Jenna:"You like it"</div> <div> Bean:"you're right, I do. I want to lick them"</div> <div> "a dream is an answer to a questin we haven't yet learned how to ask"</div> <div> "everyone wants to screw you, just like everyone want to marry scully"</div> <div> "Abeachbum37B [2:13 PM]: omg I was at my moms this morning... </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:13 PM]: and I woke up and wondered why my alarm didnt go off </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:13 PM]: so i looked at the clock </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:13 PM]: and it wasnt working </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: so i thought it might be unplugged </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: but it was plugged </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: so then i thought my bro. was messing with the main switches </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: so i went and checked and turned out all of our electricity was out </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: so i was like 'oh great' </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: and i needed to take a showeer </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: shower* </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: and our bathroom is in the middle of the apartment with no windows </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:14 PM]: so i had to take a shower in the dark </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:15 PM]: and it was really cold because the water heater is messed u0p </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:15 PM]: so i get in there freezing my ass off and turns out we were out of shampoo </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:15 PM]: so i had to use body lather </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:15 PM]: lol </div> <div> Abeachbum37B [2:15 PM]: it was some morning... </div> <div> "how's a guy supposed to sleep when his neighbors are ripping up a carcass?"</div> <div> "yes...I'm gonna jump on you and start wildly humping you in the middle of class" </div> <div> "I believe you should live each day as if it is your last, which is why I don't have any clean laundry because, come on, who wants to wash clothes on the last day of their life?"</div> <div> "I once hear the voice of God. It said 'vrrrrrmmmm'Or maybe it was a lawnmower..."</div> <div> TheElendriel10th: *dies agian*</div> <div> TheElendriel10th: *again</div> <div> TheElendriel10th: *dies yet again*</div> <div> FallingStar063: stop doing that!</div> <div> TheElendriel10th: srry</div> <div> TheElendriel10th: *stops dieing*</div> <div> FallingStar063: thank you!</div> <div> <I><B> puchal04 [9:48 PM]: [] i can be ur angelic bastard </B></I></div> <div> "A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." </div> <div> "A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself." </div> <div> "To be depressed is to be lonely; to have a friend is to be happy..." </div> <div> "Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship." </div> <div> A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget..." </div> <div> "when the silences are no longer awkward, you know you are around friends"</div> <div> "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. </div> <div> Best friends listen to what you don't say." </div> <div> "I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. I'd like to be the help that </div> <div> you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, </div> <div> as you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way." </div> <div> "keep your eyes upon me, keep me in your sight,</div> <div> Help me don the crooked road, lead me to the light.</div> <div> The road I'm on is dark, I'm not sure if I know the way, </div> <div> Yet with you right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. </div> <div> Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through, </div> <div> Give me all the strength I need..... Let me lean on you." </div> <div> "Having someone who understands is a great blessing for ourselves.</div> <div> Being someone who understands is a great blessing to others." </div> <div> "Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never</div> <div> needing to say is what counts." </div> <div> "one loyal friend is better than 10,000 family members"</div> <div> "a friend is someone who reaches for your hand but touches your heart"</div> <div> "A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!" </div> <div> "best friends are better than boyfriends"</div> <div> "chicks before dicks"</div> <div> "A friend will strengthen you with her prayers, bless you with her love, and encourage you with her hope." </div> <div> "We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh,</div> <div> but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry." </div> <div> "I believe in angels, the ones sent from heaven,</div> <div> I believe in angels, but i vall them my friends"</div> <div> "You are you and I am I,</div> <div> You do your thing and I'll do mine,</div> <div> and if in the end we meet up together,</div> <div> it is beautiful." </div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>L</B><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" ><B>y</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF33" FACE="Qurve" ><B>r</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Qurve" ><B>i</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>c</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#9900FF" FACE="Qurve" ><B>s</B></FONT></div> <div> {song in progress}</div> <bR> <div> (song sung in head bopping style)</div> <div> Spidermans on my window!</div> <div> Scooby doos on my rear view mirror</div> <div> Yeast has feelings toooooo</div> <div> There's butter on my pants!</div> <div> (screamed)</div> <div> ....Pissed-off cookies!</div> <div> V<FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" >i</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF00" FACE="Qurve" >s</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Qurve" >u</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" >a</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#660099" FACE="Qurve" >l</FONT></div> <div> <IMG SRC="6e658fa0.jpg" border=0 width="600" height="250" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> ^Ashley's^</div> <div> <I><B><IMG SRC="89df4b60.gif" border=0 width="756" height="438" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></I></div> <div> <I><B>I made this!</B></I></div> <bR> <div> Ce<FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FF9900" FACE="Qurve" >rt</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#FFFF33" FACE="Qurve" >ai</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#00FF00" FACE="Qurve" >n P</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#0099FF" FACE="Qurve" >eo</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#6600FF" FACE="Qurve" >p</FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#9900FF" FACE="Qurve" >le</FONT></div> <div> <A HREF="id207.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="beanies works"><U>Beanie</U></A></div> <div> <A HREF="id222.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Ashleys stuff"><U>Ashley</U></A></div> <div> <A HREF="id262.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Sams Poetry"><U>Sam</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="The Dudes"><U><B><IMG SRC="8c53e2b0.jpg" border=0 width="62" height="43" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></U></A></div> </td> </tr></table></body>